Stress

I just want to give up sometimes. I want to cut out all extra things and just do the bare minimum to get by. There is way too much going on lately. So of course it was a little tight until payday. I have my trip to Florida that includes two weddings. I had to wait until today to buy gifts and something to wear to the weddings. But today my cat ran away. Do you think I have the time or energy to concentrate on a gift or dress? NO. I don't. I don't even want to go now. I just want to cancel the whole sha-bang. I can't leave for 9 days with my cat missing. I have heard lots of stories of cats coming home after running away. Stephanie even said she had just moved and he ran away and still found her way back. So there is hope. But that cat didn't just magically find her way home. She had to have smelled her way. How is Tommy going to find me if I'm not even there? So I want to rush right over to Ron's when I get off work to go looking for Tommy. But now the weather has dropped drastically and I'm going to need a long sleeve shirt and my headband ear cover thing for my run in the morning. So I'll have to go to my place and get that first. I think I'm just going to do circles of the neighborhood over and over calling for Tommy and looking for him. I'll even leave the ipod at home so I can hear him if he meows back. I keep crying when I think about him and what it would be like without him. What if he is hurt or scared? I feel like Charlie Brown "SNOOPY COME HOME!!!!!!"