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Nice kitty

Hey pretty lady let's go to Vegas

I'm headed to Vegas on Sunday. Sheila's going to the chapel and she's going to get maaaarried. She's also printed up this grueling itinerary. ;) kidding, Sheila. If you ever read this. Oh that would mean I would have to tell you about this blog. Anyway, I plan on eating alot, drinking alot, riding every rollercoaster, going to a few clubs (they aren't big club people), Seeing the Titanic exhibit, laying at the pool, maybe catch a show, I don't know. " we're going to go to Home Depot. Yeah, buy some wallpaper, maybe get some flooring, stuff like that. Maybe Bed, Bath, & Beyond, I don't know, I don't know if we'll have enough time." Ok had to throw that Old School quote in there.

I guess I'll be back.
Love you, mean it.

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My coffee mug. I'm just making sure this works before i leave for vegas

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New shoes. They are cute ugly

to wing or not to wing

My mouth is actually watering. Wait, maybe my mouth needs watering. Or beering.

Madonna rocks Borderline

Something in the way you love me won’t let me be
I don’t want to be your prisoner so baby won’t you set me free
Stop playing with my heart
Finish what you start
When you make my love come down
If you want me let me know
Baby let it show
Honey don’t you fool around

Just try to understand, I’ve given all I can,
’cause you got the best of me

Chorus:

Borderline feels like I’m going to lose my mind
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline

(repeat chorus again)

Keep on pushing me baby
Don’t you know you drive me crazy
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline

Something in your eyes is makin’ such a fool of me
When you hold me in your arms you love me till I just can’t see
But then you let me down, when I look around, baby you just can’t be found
Stop driving me away, I just wanna stay,
There’s something I just got to say

Just try to understand, I’ve given all I can,
’cause you got the best of me

(chorus)

Keep on pushing me baby
Don’t you know you drive me crazy
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline

Men suck. I think think they are all assholes.

Except my Dad of course. ;)

Let me begin with my friend S. S has been jawing about leaving her live in boyfriend forever. They broke up a couple of months ago and agreed to go there seperate ways as soon as she could save money for deposit and all that. He even agreed to pay $500 child support. Back in November I told her to start saving money. $20 here $50 there even $5 here and there will add up. But does she listen to me? No. So she obtained a full time job with decent pay and has good checks coming in now. Asshole ex-bf loses job and is sucking all the money out of her so now she can't move. He's dragging his feet on purpose. So I said, "just leave him. who cares if he has a job or not". She says she can't because she used all her paycheck on house bills. I really hate him. I hate him so much. He is violent with her. He screams at her and their child. She has had to lock herself into the guest room where she sleeps, twice in the last month because she is scared of his actions. I'm just tired of it. And this has been pretty much the story of their lifes for the last 5 years. I am starting to lose the energy to keep her spirits up and encourage her. My words don't do anything. She never takes my advice or any of are other friends. The worst part of all is that their son is 4 now. He is scared of his father. But that doesn't mean he isn't starting to portray some of the same actions as his father. Kid's pick this stuff up. They are ruining his life!

Second, my own fiance is trying my patience. I am so worked up from writing the S and ex-bf story that I don't have the energy to go into it. But I will just leave this comment from him that is the very top of my frustration. "Sometimes I don’t know why I even bother. I’m sick of busting my ass for you. It’s not worth the effort." Damn, and we aren't even married yet. Marriage takes alot of effort. He's not really making me feel he is up to the challenge. I don't see how we can make it through weekends blissfully happy and then Monday rolls around and we fight all week. He had mentioned something about S and her situation that I'm wondering if holds true with him. He said ex-boy won't let her move out because it's a control thing. He has to have control over her. During the weekend Brian and I are together the whole weekend. During the week I'm at work, he's at work. I go do stuff with friends some times. I don't know maybe he feels unable to control the relationship with us being apart? Just speculating.

Now that I think about it. It's always a control issue with all men. "I don't like you talking to him. I don't like you texting him. Why were you out so late? Why do you do stuff with her so much? I think you were flirting with ____. Do you have to drink everytime you go out with so and so? I don't like you smoking. I don't think you should wear that shirt to work. I don't like you out there dancing and having fun without me. I don't think you should listen to your friends advice about me. I don't think you should listen to that band anymore because it reminds me of your exboyfriend. I don't think you should spend your money on that." God damn!!!

Ok, so I'm going to try to find some place to go drink myself silly tonight. Like I wanna go home, ya know?

Friday plans.

I am so excited about this movie. I think it's going to be the new movie with great quotes. I also heard on the radio this morning that Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was good too. But I don't know if that's going to be worth going to the theater over.

Anyway, here's a clip. I just love Vince Vaughn.
http://us.rd.yahoo.com/movies/clips/1808628231/1808702385/?

Random Post

~I am going to Ft. Walton Beach on August 19th for my dads 60 birthday. I can't freaking wait. 3 days, me away from Dallas and all it's bs.
~I'm listening to the Killers right now.
~I just drank a Monster.
~It took me 2 hours.
~I have been waiting for a phone call for 6minutes 29seconds.
~I hate plants. They are stupid and my cat eats them for me.
~I'm hungry.
~I think men get pms too.
~I'm hoping my dads house is still standing. I should call him.
~I smoked in my car this morning.
~I get to eat Buffalo Wild Wings tonight with Sheila.

Based on a true story (no, not of 7 strangers)

At the persuasion of Nicki, I watched Murder in the Hamptons on Lifetime last night. I don't know how she watches these things. Yes, they are good and you get sucked in. But how do you sleep alone at night after watching it? They are just downright eerie. I missed the first 30 minutes but here is the main story.
Woman marries rich man.
Woman's mother is crazy. *foreshadowing*
Woman turns out to be a psycho fucking freak.
Messy divorce with her taking millions.
Makes carpenter redoing her new multi million house her new hubby.
One or both of them kill ex husband.*climax*
Woman gets cancer, refuses treatment and dies. *resolution* aka karma

I am avoiding Lifetime for awhile. I am going back to pretending all is flowers, puppies and happy people.

You're so vain

You probably think that I'm ignoring you. I've been busy spending money. Had to go to Sam Moon and get Sheila a tiara for the bachelorette party. Which I'm hoping will be passed back to me. Cuz I'm always looking for that extra piece to go with my outfit and I think a tiara would be perfect. Then had to go get her something for the lingerie party. Champagne for the bachelorette party. Outfit for party. Jeeeeez. Last night we went to Roys off the tollway for dinner. It is Hawaiian Fusion which I think is pretty perfect considering where we are planning on going. Look at our chocolate souffle. :) Awww




Gotta go, I have nails to do and beer to drink.