Still no sign of him

Looking for him is killing me. For one, it is almost freezing out. Two, everytime I go back home empty handed without him, I am so devestated. I couldn't even finish my run this morning. I just went and sat on the stairs and cried. Today I should have got in a 8 mile run. I'm lucky if it's 5. I ran fairly slowly through the neighborhood calling for him. I honestly think I covered every street, nook and cranny within a mile. I just don't see him venturing any further. I get angry at my sister and my dad for having scheduled their weddings and making me go out of town this week. I honestly want to cancel. I just don't think I can leave until Tommy comes home.

Idiot Coworker is killing me today. She will not stop talking. Anyone who knows me has heard about her and knows what a freak she is. So today she is who I'm taking my frustration out on. Do you think that would shut her up? No. This is a conversation we just had.
ICO "i read an article and they say that an egg in the morning is better for you and burns more calories then those bagels you eat."
ME "I'm eating the bagels for the nutrients and the CARBS"
ICO "oh"
She just has no clue about nutrition. She sits over there eating Doritos, Gardettos and other highly processed foods with no nutrtional value. She never eats lunch. It's amazing to me.

The only good thing going right now is that Ron and all my friends are being very supportive. Everyone is concerned for Tommy and trying to be there for me.

I hope he comes home.