Ugh idiot!

Why don't you go eat a decroded piece of crap!

Holiday

If we took a holiday
Took some time to celebrate
Just one day out of life
It would be, it would be so nice


Americawest beware.......

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Now I just have to pack...So three days, factor in not knowing what I'm doing while I'm there plus I'm a girl minus common sense = very heavy bag full of crap. I just got a email saying luggage can not weigh more then 50 pounds. So lets deduct hair dryer and curling iron because they are heavy and take up too much space. That leaves room for 2 extra pair of shoes and my swimsuit. I have it all figured out....Also lets check all emotional baggage at the gate and come back fully rested (hahaha) and refreshed.

Easter funny

Here in my car

I feel safest of all. I can lock all my doors. It's the only way to live, in cars.

I think I'm the only one left in the world with just a normal car. *there there little hondie. I still love you* Ok but listen, first I got the mercedes, then Nicki gets the lincoln ls, Karina gets the mercedes convertible, I get a honda accord, stephanie gets a cadillac, Jessica gets a lincoln ls, nicki gets new lincoln, sheila gets a volvo. See what I'm saying here? In other car news, hondie got a bath yesterday. It's not the best but it's better then it was.

I hate being wrong but at least I can admit it

They say I'm crazy but I have a good time
I'm just looking for clues at the scene of the crime
Life's been good to me so far ~ The Eagles

My weekend was pretty incredible. I have some major PWD going on again. This weekend I:
Danced in a empty bar because they gave us free drinks.
Slept on the biggest piece of sh!t pullout sofa.
Saw Kelly Clarkson riding a camel down I35.
Listened to a styrofoam cooler squeak in the car.
Had Texadelphia for the first time.
Drank a Lonestar beer.
Walked down my favorite street in Austin.
Shopped at my favorite store in Austin.
Listened to some really weird bands.
Did shots at 3:30 in the afternoon.
Partied with 2 people from the Real World cast.
Signed release form completely drunk not even reading it.
Drove by Real World house 6 times.
Left my trunk containing camera & check book open the whole time I was at Logans.
Went to sleep sober once.

My sister

My sister, sister
Deeper than the deepest sea
No-one loves you like your family
My sister, sister

Just now uploading pictures from when my sister and dad were here in December. Isn't she beautiful. Here's a link to some more.




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Call me

New phone! Now I too can take pictures on my phone. Beware.

Since you've been gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

Wild Boys

wild boys never lose it
wild boys never chose this way
wild boys never close your eyes
wild boys always shine~Duran Duran

I had a startling realization today about boys that I date. Very. Startling. Let's start with sophomore year of high school with Shannon. He ran around with friends that drank and smoked pot. For me to be around that for the first time was really me dating a wild boy. My dad hated him. Enough said. Nate, junior year, well ok so maybe they weren't all wild. He was mr. most popular and good looking in my grade. But it was wild and exciting for me to date him because I wasn't supposed to be dating anyone. I was supposed to be moving back to Florida. Kyle..blah...mr popular party guy could stay out as late as he wanted. I snuck out, stayed over, went to the senior parties with him. My parents hated him...etc...etc. Luke not so wild....he was really boring but sweet and cute. He lasted a few months. Kip was the epitome of wild. Let's just say he did something right before he dated me that had to do with black powder that sent him to jail for about 1 1/2 years eventually. Jamy was fun but not very wild. We liked to go out and drink with our friends a lot. I'm wondering now if him becoming a cop ruined the wild boy image for me. If that is really the deal here. Gage not so wild....in fact at all but he was completely fucked up when I met him and I thought I should fix him. There's a musician that I've always had a crush on. He's not wild so much but if I could think of any profession that would call for late hours, partying and all that debauchery that would be it.Kinda exciting. Ron was a fresh breath of excitement after dull ass Gage. He liked to party, do fun things,flirt with me behind his girlfriends back, be wild. Might have got him into some trouble this last spring but it seems it taught him a lesson. Brian is not wild. I don't really get that. I'm stumped. Ok, he smokes cigarettes and drinks knob creek like it's going out of style when he's pissed. He likes to be pissed. So maybe that is wild? Gosh all of this from listening to my new Duran Duran cd.

*insert lyrics about having A.D.D*

So I'm trying to think of a song that has to do with a.d.d. or losing your mind and I get distracted and can't concentrate enough to do it.......wow. So I think I have a.d.d. I realized this earlier today. I'm talking to a client and her cell is going off and then Kristi on my left is talking, Alison on my right, someone just walked by. Suddenly I think I may scream. I can't concentrate or even comprehend what this lady is saying. Only lyrics that come to mind our- I'm turning japanese I think I'm turning japanese I really think so!

Rich Girl

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold, and I know

If I was rich girl (na, na...)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Apparently I think I'm a rich girl. I have been spending like crazy still. This being broken up with Brian thing is expensive! Saturday I woke up thinking about my hair and what to do with it. That led to a trip to the mall for some highlights. Well then I needed a new outfit to go with my highlights. So I got some jeans and a cute top. Saturday night....I have no idea how much I spent but it wasn't much luckily. Sunday I got the new Gwen Stefani cd and Duran Durans greatest hits. I'm enjoying both cds immensely. Yesterday I bought three meals and ate about a total of one of those. I was feeling slightly pukey you could say.

I miss you with me

Randy Rogers

its 3am and i'm all alone
trying to call but i doubt your home
not much has changed here on my end
sure would be good to see you again
i know we've had our fights
nothin since has felt that right
live my life from day to day
if i dont think too much everythings ok
i miss holdin your hand
miss going on wlaks
miss being your man
i miss watching you sleep
gues si just miss you with me

i still drive that same ole car
still play at that run down bar
still hang out with that same group of guys
and on sat night still go to that dive
been 2 months since i've had a drink
damn good for me dont' you think
though its been a year since you gone
but i try my best but i cant move on
cuz i miss holding your hand
miss going on walks
miss being your man
i miss watching you sleep
guess i just miss you with me.

if you'd give me second chance
i'd never let you go
swallow all of my pride now i
gotta let you know
that i miss holding your hand
miss going on walks
miss being your man
i miss watching you sleep
guess i just miss you
i guess i miss you
with me

And then these are sitting on my desk.